Monday, February 24, 2014

February 24th, 2014



February 24th, 2014   


Ok, pity party is over. I need to get to Biomat and donate plasma tomorrow so I have gas money to go see Jaime.
I don't know why it's so hard to get out of the house. There are plenty of things I want to do but in the end I just end up sitting here, doing absolutely nothing, and putting everything off for weeks at a time.
Glad I got to see her and Jacob though, they breathe such a needed relief into me and invigorate me better than a nice shower. I'd really be lost without them.
Another thing I need to do is see about finding a shrink, and maybe working through some of this bullshit.

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